相处。学问

相敬容易，相处难。
(I forget whether it's 相见or相敬. haha)
Some people might look nice to mix around or to live together, but the reality oftenly opposes that.
They might look nice to you and give you the friendly impression.
However as time passed, you will eventually have clear view on the personalities.
Maybe you could say that you've known them for their personalities, the weaknesses, bare in mind that you have to endure it for some period of time.
It's not just a couple of days, it's several MONTHS!
Well, just endure, endure and ENDURE!
The bright future lies ahead of you :)
cheerss~~~

Time.Decision.

In the same timezone, but you just seem far far away from me, like from another planet.

I couldn't understand why you did that.

Perhaps it's some kind of test God sends to us.

I feel so suffering everyday seeing your updates, likes, comments, shares, yet I couldn't get any response from you.

My 1st instinct from that: You're avoiding me!

Why?! Reasons??

1) You're busy? But why I still can see your updates!

2) You didn't read my messages? You've seen my messages.

3) You forgot to reply my messages? You did reply others messages!

Conclusion: You're really avoiding me. And I couldn't get the reason behind it.

Everytime, whenever relationship topics are discussed, I'll surely think of you.

I miss you. I miss every moment spending with you. I miss teasing, chatting, talking with you.

21 Materialians

21 different kind of people from different places and background get to sit down and study in a room. It be said that this is awesome and exciting. You get to know different cultures all around this Boleh-land and share experiences around you. Though you can gain knowledge and things that you would have never come to, there're also problems encountered. To squeeze 21 people in a gang to live together for 4 years, it's quite impossible. There're several things that frustrate me over this 1.5 years, still there are 2.5 years ahead of me.

1) Selfishness
No harm to get the best for yourselves, take the best and keep it as secret. But, remember, we live in a group, you need us, maybe not now, but surely in the future.

2) Irresponsibility
Being responsible as committee members in any society doesn't mean that you're a responsible person. Responsibility is shown to the society, family, friends, studies and yourself. What is the point if you're just responsible to a small portion of people and things?

3) Taking things for granted
Bear in mind that I'm not the one who should lend you my hands when you need it and just leave me there when you don't need me. I have my own life too. I don't carry the responsibility to do anything for you except those I am appointed to. Show some appreciation to people that help you, even they didn't really ask for. Poor is not an excuse.

4) Turning down invitations with ridiculous reasons
If you're really poor, please stop wasting money on unnecessary and non-benefit activities. Save the money for the sake of poor-ness. Whenever being rejected with these unacceptable reasons, people tend to ignore you. Don't blame others.

Although these might be small things happen around, yet I find that it is essential to correct them. Of course, I do have some weakness. I don't expect everyone would treat me good. Please, give me some strength to continue living in this small society.

曾经.现在

曾经的恩爱，现在的陌生

曾经的滔滔不绝，现在的沉默寡言

曾经的关爱关心，现在的不闻不问

曾经的甜蜜，现在的尴尬


从不相识到普通朋友，从普通朋友到莫逆之交，
从莫逆之交到情侣，从情侣到现在的形同陌生人。

太多了，真的是经历太多了。

大概有七八年了，最深刻，最长，也是最难忘。

带给我的不仅仅是回忆。

虽然结果不是我所要的，也不是我所想到的，而且来得也非常突然，但是人生的一切，不管是好是坏，都代表着成长过程。

先撇开感情不说，每一天所发正在你的身上的一切，都是你的成长史。

没有经历，就没有成长。

经历得越多，看得就越多，人生经验就更丰富，想的东西就会更广，更全面。

谢谢你，让我成长了，我曾经的最爱! :)

风云变色

该说的就说，不该说的自己收着就好，
但是有些应该说清楚，就讲清楚，
突如其来的，一时不知所措，
恐慌？惊吓？矛盾？摸不着头脑？
短时间内，一切都不同了，
是祸是福，一切还为浮现，
一时的甜头，只因不曾体会，
远水救不了近火，只怪黄河太长了，
一刹那的念头，一辈子的遗憾，
回头一看，已是白发苍苍，沧海桑田，
嘴舌如刀，尖过菜刀阿~

~葡萄苹果香蕉~

想到下个星期就可以回家了，心里不知有多欣慰，多高兴。。。可以吃到好吃的住家菜，睡自己的床，跟妈妈出去买菜，陪陪家人~

也许之前给家人的时间还不够多吧，突然想多陪陪家人~

这趟回去，真的有好多事情要做~！

活了二十年，终于明白homesick是什么了~

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话说如此，我最近很烦很烦~

想知道的，却不得而知~

默默地关心，换来的却是冷漠的对待~

心里真的很不好受，很难过~

不是说好要什么事情都商量的吗？但是好像一直在逃避我的问题，到底怎么了~

不懂是不是自己做错什么，做的不够好，还是什么~

心里不知不觉开始担心了，开始不安了，不是因为我没自信，而是我没有安全感~

我不希望别人知道发生什么事，别人都知道，我却一点都不懂，半点都不知~

我只想知道到底发生什么了，不管是什么，课业上的，活动上的，生活上的，至少我可以分担，可以帮帮忙，可以支持你~

我只想你快乐，没那么多烦恼，知道有个人守护着你，陪着你，支持你~

不要再这样了，好吗？

 

the supervisor

supervisor=???

supervisor supervise those who're supposed to be supervised and also those who are forced to be supervised.

however,some of the supervised enjoyed being supervised but some do not~~why???

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supervisor in a school=the teacher

why it must be us to be supervised,tortured by supervisor?

why cant they stop giving us order with gunSSSSS in their hands?

why cant they stop nagging at us?especially to cut our hair!!!

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it's totally unfair!!!

i know,the world is fully of unfairness,it's imbalance,in every aspect.

why those supervisor keep on asking us to behave like this person ah,that person ah...why???

we're not the same.NOT THE SAME!!!

he has his way and i have my own way.

i dont want to follow his path.i just want to behave like myself.im who i am~

i dont care how others behave.im just a normal "worker"
over praise will make one person become arrogant,or better known as LS among us... 

stop pointing us with unfairness.WTF~

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huh...feel so good after bad-mouthing the supervisor..heeeee^^

thanks for being with me all the time dear...

i'll be there for you.anytime.any moment.as long as you need me.

JK

love you~